#3

I was invited to a 21-day exercise to bring abundance to life.

I noticed I was ashamed of some of the terminology so I just decided to let go and accept whatever was suggested.

I was challenged to notice abundance near me, and as a retort, I thought about how abundance might depend on my actions, but then I remember that is true but more deeply it is the nature of reality to create abundance so even if I forego abundance and suffer for it, it will come back in nature.

I learned that it is not that miracles don't exist but that the classical miracles have little to no consequence in the world, and might be done just for show. Miracles like not being angry and letting go of all attachments are more needed right now.

As usual, I keep wondering how to guide myself. I'm not even sure what I want to guide myself to. When asked about how to pray (considering there are some things that maybe one shouldn't pray for) my mother told me that while there might be stricter forms to approach prayer, a more natural one is to take it as a conversation with a friend with which, the more you talk with, the more you will have something to talk about. In such a situation asking for help might come naturally. There might be a wiser way, though.